Confessions of a Scarlet Collar Cougar

Working in the "scarlet collar" (aka sex) industry means sharing the most intimate parts of yourself with complete strangers around the world...for money. Granted, there are some people that do it strictly for the exhibitionist/voyeur thrill but let's be honest here, I think it is safe to say the majority of people are in it to make money. Hell, I know I am...well, and maybe for a little bit of that exhibitionist naughtiness too. Raising a kid, running a farm, paying for a wedding and other adult crap is freaking expensive! Everything you see leads you to believe that sex sells, easily. I'm here to tell you that's flat out bullshit! 😆 Nothing about this whole experience has been easy. From the get go you have to basically swear on the life of your first born that you are who/what you are claiming to be by submitting many forms of ID, paperwork and I think even jumping through a few literal hoops, thrown in for good measure. While I completely understand and app...

     Prior to March 2016, if you would have bet me a million dollars that I would be on this journey today, I would have first, laughed my ass off at that ridiculous notion and second, jumped all over that bet while looking forward to rolling around in a big ass pile of your money. Me? An actual cougar? HA! I'm doing WHAT on cam for complete strangers? Yeah, right! I sell my panties, XXX videos & pics online? What kind of drugs are you on?! Like seriously, you must be trippin' balls or high AF cause you've done lost your mind!      Being a single mom most of my kid's life lead to dating, guys & sex being put on the backburner.  I became so devoted to my roll as "mom," I forgot that before being given that title, I was a woman first. Now I would date here and there, even had a couple of long-term relationships but I was determined that my child wouldn't see a continuous string of men revolving in and out the door...

Hi guys & dolls!  Welcome to my new blog!  As I make this journey into the often hidden world of sex work, I have found many surprises and unexpected challenges.  Though I'm uncertain of the direction the topics may go, follow me into my world as I attempt to navigate that thinly veiled line between who I am as a performer and who I am once the cameras stop rolling.  So, we will start with the basics!  My fiancé and I started camming July 2017.  It was a mutual decision that started out more as a funny comment we would make, saying "Damn, our sex life is amazing! We shouldn't keep this to our self!" A close friend of mine "jokingly" mentioned us doing live cam shows.  At first we kinda laughed it off and was like, yeah, that would be funny but yeah right.  Then as time went on, my over analytical brain starting researching the idea and it sparked an interest in us.  We went back and fourth about ...